In the words of (one of) my birthday twin(s)...
"The first step in any addiction recovery is acceptance that you have a problem.
Every night for the past two weeks, I have gone home and freebased honey...sometimes with peanut butter, many times without. I can't get enough. It started with the cheap stuff - Sue Bee, often considered a gateway. Then it's on to the coffee blossom stuff I brought back from Kauai. Late this week I moved on to the serious stuff - Tupelo.
I don't know if this addiction will ruin my life, but it certainly is out of control."